Shock

I never expected you to do something like this. I can't even tell you how much what you're about to do bothers me, because I just want you to be happy. If this is what makes you happy, then I'll smile and convince you that I'm fine, just like I did today. I just didn't expect that my best friend would do this...in a million years. I suppose I should thank you for asking me first, though...I'll do that tomorrow. I'm sorry I have to lie to you to assure your happiness.

P.S. How I wish I had you to talk to, friend. You're not here anymore, though. I gave you what you wanted and you left. You were the only one who actually cared, though. Thanks.