Finally Ungrounded

Mrs. Roden finally signed a note telling my parents that I'm passing, so I'm ungrounded. I had a fun night, smoked a couple bowls, went over some kid's house that I don't know, the usual shit that can get me killed. I should care more about myself.

I made the mistake of bringing my mom's book in school today. It's a complete collection of all of Robert Frost's poems, and I absolutely love reading them. I don't understand any of them, but the words are so beautiful, you know? I don't know, it's hard to describe. Anyways, so I made the mistake of bringing it to school. This real asshole named Rusty took it from me, and wouldn't give it back. I swear my heart was pounding. If anything happened to that book...it would probably physically hurt. There's not much left of my mom's stuff in my house, and for him to take that away from me even for a second, it was terrifying. I miss her so much...

I watched 'Sydney White' today for the second time, and caught a line that I missed the first time: "My dad did everything he could, but sometimes, a girl just needs her mom." It is so true.