From this day on, I will only cry for others, for the rest of my life. Life is too short to cry over myself.
Another thing, I wish I had the ability to help all my friends. Two of my friends are having a real tough time as we speak, and I can't even help them. If I tried to help one of them, I'd end up hurting him more just by speaking to him. The other? He thinks he doesn't need help from anyone, and I'm not so sure I could help him even if I tried. I just think it's the worst feeling in the world when I can't even help my own friends. When I can't do anything, what am I supposed to do? Sit back and watch? I can't do that...that's horrible. I'm hurting at the fact that I don't know how to make everyone happy.
Maybe I'm being selfish when it comes to Robbie. If we date, I'll get hurt, but if we don't date, Robbie seems to be getting hurt. Should I date him to make him happy again? I do love him...I just don't even know what to do, I don't like this one bit. I don't want to lose anyone by dating him again, either...
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